Yeah, in the last post I was mentioning that my head is empty after resigning.
It did not last too long. Somebody needed some clarification on a particular task and that shook off all the feelings of resignation. At least it has pushed it to the back of the mind.
Anyway, back to earning my pay!!
Monday, May 5, 2008
Resignation & empty head
Resignation & life thereafter
I just resigned from my current job in the morning.
Over the weekend I was thinking that so much has to be done in context of work. I had imagined that this week will also be a crazy week, full of meetings, lot of negotiation, and soothing some roughed feathers. But, today in the morning I resigned from the company and told a few close group of people. Having done that, I thought I will focus on the work that I had portrayed for myself, but now I wondering what do I have to do today. Suddenly, my brain is empty at least in context of work. I think it is just empty which rarely happens to me. Maybe, it is because the sentiments expressed by some people, maybe it is because I am thinking that I should just do some knowledge transfer and chill out. But also knowing myself I know that is not possible. Either I am involved or I am not!!
And maybe, I am aggressively wondering how people's behavior changes as they realize that I am leaving the firm? Or maybe it is just self realization (that has been there for some time is now concrete) that I will loose so many good friends that I was fortunate to have. Anyways, my head is surprisingly empty and needed to express it somewhere hence this blog.
